A Dull Christmas

So here I am folks, a slow Christmas Eve. In my room, watching HBO. Day was spent getting myself Nikes and a brand new Ipod. These are keys to my new lifestyle for 2007. Go figure.

I have to admit, I can't wait for this year to end. In the midst of being surrounded by people I know who have things just going for them, I feel the total and absolute opposite. All this is just driving time into a slow-mo. I wish i could fast forward this part of me. I am not complaining though. What if you suddenly found out you were terminally ill. What would you do? Would you wallow in misery for months? or would you cut to the chase, accept reality, and say thanks for all the great people and moments spent with them? Yeah, Im the type who would go for the later. Somehow, I'm yearning for a brand new beginning, a clean slate for the coming year. I am looking forward and I won't wait to get a head start.